I have a new fetish I have come across, if you can even call it that. A client told me he had started to pray to me, yes, praying to me. As his personal Goddess. Now that’s a new one on me I must say. Not being a religious person myself, I found it odd, but he feels this is now the thing to do. That he’s actually been getting down on his knees and praying to me and saying mantras. I don’t quite know what I have done to earn his worship, but if it makes him feel good, so be it I guess.
I wrote a prayer for him and he claims to have been saying it during his nightly ritual to me. I don’t know how many other men hold their phone sex operators in such high regard as to pray to them, it’s harmless I guess, although odd. One called me from drug rehab once telling me mine was the only phone number he could remember, I didn’t know whether to be horrified or flattered. Needless to say he had no money and just wanted to cry about his pathetic life. Some of the experiences we have in this job are beyond bizarre, the things people tell us they’d never tell another living soul.
I must say the therapist hat is on more often than the sex goddess one in my case as I always want to get to the route of their particular issues, perhaps not the angle I should be working, but it’s just my personal style and many seem to like it. I’m very much me on calls, not playing some persona, that works for many, but just isn’t me. So attracting the therapy seeking types is the result, but I’m ok with that. Would I pray to another person, no, I can’t imagine that at all, it seems beyond absurd, but if it makes them happy, who am I to say no, don’t do it, you’re a pitiful fool…So on your knees and pray!