Normally the priests are the ones that listen to others confess, but the other day a man called and claimed to be a priest. It was honestly a very sad tale he told. He wasn’t calling to jerk off, just to share his story. He’d gone into the priesthood several decades before since he seemed to have intimacy issues with women. He had no interest in other men, as claimed many of the other priests did. He only recalled in the last few years being sexually abused when he was young, yet his memory had buried that fact from him, and he believes this was the factor in not ever being able to get close to a woman.
He said he’d spent a lifetime listening to others problems, but no one was able to listen to his. He came from a large family and isn’t able to talk to his siblings about the abuse he suffered and ask if they had similarly been abused. He just wanted to be listened to. Something they are the ones that usually listen to others. It seemed a lonely existence, and he said the other priests that had come on to him over the years that he’d rejected, then went on to make things more difficult for him.
He said occasionally he’d go to rub and tug massage parlors out of town where he was not known, and even though it was nice to be touched by a woman, he has never been able to orgasm from one touching him. There’s just something inside of him that will not allow that to happen. So it goes to show everyone has problems, even priests, who many would think above the average man. The secrets some carry are in some cases decades old and without answer. Hopefully one day he will find peace.
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